Pretending to be something I'm not

Writing my last post "Time" took so much more initial effort then I thought it would. And I know exactly what my problem is:

I am trying to sound different or less negative then I actually am

I spent way more time thinking about how I sound to people then writing how I ethnically feel about a subject. In the fear that I sound too negative about how I see, in this instance, Time, I became more conscious on how it would be perceived versus what I really thought about the subject. I feel like that's the worst injustice you can do to yourself as a writer or simply a person.

There are so many videos and lectures about how your perspective/attitude of things greatly affects the outcomes of your relationship with it. And yet here I am, acutely aware of my words yet all I am spewing out is negative. I do feel that acknowledging and giving weight to how you truly feel about a topic/situation helps bring to perspective what you do believe in at a time and what you want to change.

After writing Time, I understood more on how I perceive it and my relationship with it.

Going forward I hope to always remain true to myself and what I believe in. Hope you all do as well regardless of what anyone else might think❤️